Tuesday, 12 May 2009

finally going

So a ticket was finally booked!
To France.

Or, we're flying in to Barcelona, renting a car, maybe a drive around Spain, and then cross the border to Perpignan where we are staying in a country house.


The idea of going somewhere closer than to Thailand was to save money, but renting a car is apparantly extremely expensive for some reason! The costs just adds up and up and up.... Rediculous really.

Anyway, right now I'm so desperate for a holiday that I almost don't give a damn how much I end up spending on this! But I promised Frenchie this vacation, so it's all on me.

I'm stressed this morning. Don't know why. I need to learn how to relax and stop going through past emotions in my head. They mess up my heart. I always thought I knew so well how to live in the 'now', but apparantly I need to practice.

On another note, I was at a good party this weekend. It ended at an afterparty at 'Ghost' in Farringdon. A very cool place.

Song of the day: Sneaker Pimps

Sunday, 3 May 2009

open space

We took a walk yesterday, me and Frenchie, from Shepherds Bush all the way to Tottenham Court Road! It was so nice, hot and sunny; we walked barefoot through Hyde Park, and elbowed our way forward through Notting Hill.

And we bought 4 pairs of sunglasses each once we reached SoHo!

I'm in a very strange head space at the moment. I don't where it's going, and I don't know where I want to go. And I hate feeling like I'm wasting my time by doing things I don't like.

I'm bored.